Not a Good Year
This year has not been good year for me. That’s my assessment anyway. The only good thing that happened to me this year is the birth of my daughter, Raven Lee; the rest are simply forgettable. I don’t believe in Feng Shui, but I think the Year of the Ox isn’t for me. I wish it’s 2010 already.
Why I don’t like this year: I bled twice during my pregnancy. The second one – which happened on the night of my birthday – sent me to Makati Med where I spent the next two months in total bed rest. It was the longest, most depressing two months of my life. After that, another dilemma that sent me once again to depression (too personal to post here).
Then my sister was diagnosed to have cysts the size of an adult’s fist in her ovaries. She underwent surgery last week and is still in pain up to now. As if that’s not enough, my mom was diagnosed to have cysts in her thyroid. She’ll undergo biopsy tomorrow, the results to be out next week. I just hope she’s okay, and that everything will be okay. My mind is a mess right now, but I have to stay strong for my baby, my husband and family. This too shall pass, as the old saying goes…
I hope 2010 will be different.
