How I Wish…
Sometimes, when you really, really hate a person, you just wish they were never born, or hoped that you never knew that person at all. I really wish that in some stroke of luck my future will revert and I will just end up not knowing this person. Because try as I may to forget that she exists, she is like a leech that’s been sucking up my energy day after day after day… I’m so tired of this bitching feeling… I’m so tired of hating but I can’t help it. This nudging feeling called hatred gives me a heavy heart. I was not like this before. I was not like this when this shit of a person is still unknown to me. She created a crater in my emotion that I just can’t seem to fill in. My life was far better off before this person entered it, and she entered it without my permission. She just wrecked havoc and chaos. Sometimes I question myself, why are there people like her, ruining other people’s lives… God I really hate this bitch! I really wish she was never born at all… FUB! I hope you will feel the pain that I felt ten fold! God, I just wish to erase this person in my memory for the mere thought of her makes me want to puke my guts out… I abhor her existence…
